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Repentance: An Invitation to RestMfano
### Can I Have a Do-Over?
How does this passage from David make you feel?
> Depart from me, you evildoers,
> For I will keep the commandments of my God! (Psalm 119:115 NKJV)
Do you feel accused? challenged? shamed? justified? condemned? pity? remorse? gladness? sadness?
Do you find yourself in the first part—an evildoer —or the second—a commandment-keeper ? Or somewhere outside of both?
We don't all come to Scripture (or even individual passages) from the same vantage point—even on multiple encounters with the same verse.
But God knows that…
> For the word of God is living and powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit, and of joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart." (Hebrews 4:12 NKJV)
### Falling Short
Today, I find myself wanting to be in the second part but falling short. Today, I see this as an internal dialog David is telling himself in the moment, to remind himself to be a covenant-keeper.
King David was—at once—a man after God's own heart; and a murderer and adulterer. Much we read about David's life gives us pause… apart from His psalms and God's proclamations about him, he's often hard to distinguish from Saul, his predecessor; or Solomon, his successor; or Samson, a proud and rash judge before him; …or me, a flesh-born son of the First Adam.
It would be laughable at best to read this as David pleading his self-righteousness before God. We only have to remember his treatment of Uriah the Hittite to see him squarely in the "evildoer" crowd—and a hypocrite.
Just like me.
So today—right now—I will choose to keep God's commandments. And rejoice that He is the God of "do overs." Even if EVERY DAY is a do over.
### Reflection
Do you come to God only on your bad days?
What if “His mercies are new every morning” is God’s way of inviting you to a “do over” every single day?
When you find yourself in the evildoer crowd, do you “turn yourself in” to your loving Father, who longs for you to walk as a commandment-keeper?
Kuhusu Mpango huu
Repentance has a social connotation of hard work, of pulling yourself up by your bootstraps, and proving yourself worthy to be called Christian. But what if I told you that repentance is a call to rest?