Instead of a sweet, vibrant relationship with God we risk having a relationship with God that is filled with silence, bitterness, anger and resentment.
Honest prayer like this recognizes that pain and suffering create difficult emotions that may NOT be based in truth, however they FEEL true nonetheless.
No one taught you to cry. Tears are part of what it means to be human. But to lament is Christian. It is a prayer of faith for the journey between a hard life and God’s goodness. We need to learn to lament. Through the tears, the first step is to turn to God in prayer.